Good Cry
I needed a good cry today. Somtimes it's better then getting drunk for getting over things.
So I searched the house for my entire CD collection (three small zipper cases). The stereo is packed (just as well, it's 20 years old) so I used a small boom box. I played the one song from each CD that prompted me to buy each of those CD's in the first place.
The way my life has been going recently, I really didn't need to hear any sad songs to start crying, just needed to hear the "essentials" for my generation, or at least my list of essentials.
Free Ride, Edgar Winter; Jungle Love, Steve Miller; Badge, Cream; Competition, Boston; Layla, Derek and the Dominos; Hold on Loosely, 38 Special.
They were a good start but I completely fell apart when I played Bell Bottom Blues, Derek and the D's. Made me think of her, the first one I talked about here, the one with the slim body and the pretty face, the long legs and the understated breasts, the one I felt I had so much in common with, that blew me in the back seat of her car, the one I have to see every single day and pretend I don't want to be inside her anymore.
Man, lots of tears, lots to explain to those around me about the tears. Could not even talk while it was playing. Shit. Why can't I just be over her? Can't let her know I still have feelings for her. If she asks I will tell her that I would still like to fuck her, but she can't know I'd rather make love to her.
So I searched the house for my entire CD collection (three small zipper cases). The stereo is packed (just as well, it's 20 years old) so I used a small boom box. I played the one song from each CD that prompted me to buy each of those CD's in the first place.
The way my life has been going recently, I really didn't need to hear any sad songs to start crying, just needed to hear the "essentials" for my generation, or at least my list of essentials.
Free Ride, Edgar Winter; Jungle Love, Steve Miller; Badge, Cream; Competition, Boston; Layla, Derek and the Dominos; Hold on Loosely, 38 Special.
They were a good start but I completely fell apart when I played Bell Bottom Blues, Derek and the D's. Made me think of her, the first one I talked about here, the one with the slim body and the pretty face, the long legs and the understated breasts, the one I felt I had so much in common with, that blew me in the back seat of her car, the one I have to see every single day and pretend I don't want to be inside her anymore.
Man, lots of tears, lots to explain to those around me about the tears. Could not even talk while it was playing. Shit. Why can't I just be over her? Can't let her know I still have feelings for her. If she asks I will tell her that I would still like to fuck her, but she can't know I'd rather make love to her.
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